i found this ring a few years ago, it is a flawless natural ruby in the ring. ever since i found it i lost everything. one week when i wore it,i was close to death, then all of my friends had gone, and now 3 years later i have nothing, no friends, i want to kill everyone and i am extremely hateful. i wish most people to be tortured or dead. and when i watch people getting hurt in real life i think it is hilarious and i get a "buzz" from it. i have an erge to kill people and i wish i could. im public i have been seconds from attacking someone and killing them. i have changed. what is wong with me? i am obsessed with gore, blood and watching people die it is FUNNY!